Last week in church my pastor started a series on Joy. He talked about how in the midst of the worst circumstances we are to remain joyful. Boy I gotta tell ya...I have really been struggling this past week with being joyful. This economy has taken a toll on me in more ways then one.

As I sit here and ponder all of the ways I could feel sorry for myself...and believe you me I have...I am brought to the realization that things really could be worse. I am not dying...I am not homeless...I am not without food, clothing or medical help.

Even though my spirit may not be willing at the present time; my heart can be joyful. I have to give in and ask God to remove me from this pit of despair and degradation. I have to lay my burdens at His feet and surrender myself completely to His will. Only then will I find true peace and joy.

I cannot keep trying to do everything in my own power. I may try and try again to gain control of my own destiny, but ultimately it is God who is in control. I just have to be willing to surrender the reins. I know this sounds easier then it looks and for me it is a battle I deal with daily in so many aspects of my life, but even those people whose faith has been shaken can understand where I am coming from.

Don't lose site of what great things God has planned for your life. If you run from God then all you will be doing is letting yourself down. You will never know your true potential. Be strong and courageous...you have more strength inside you then you know. Persevere...keep running the race that is before you...you will finish your goal with God by your side.

Isaiah 49:13 (New International Version)

¹³ Shout for joy, O heavens;
rejoice, O earth;
burst into song, O mountains!
For the LORD comforts his people
and will have compassion on his afflicted ones.